New Beginnings

I went to communion last night and while listening to a pastor preach about the journey that Christ was on to the cross and subsequent time in the ground, 3 days and resurrection I had an epiphany of my own.  The preacher talked about Christ being beaten but that he still rose again on the 3rd day. I looked over my own life and discovered that this is the 30th anniversary of 'the breakup'.  Then I thought about how God's time is not our time, remembering Sarah and Abraham and God's promise to them. I, of course, like Sarah have taken things in my own hands over these years and caused what I think are some delays to the delivery of God's promise to me. I have done as Lot's wife did and looked back at things God told me to move away from...but I digress.

Last night the chains were broken!  I am done!  Really done and I am free and so comfortable with the decision. I will not accept his phone calls anymore, we have nothing to talk about. I will not see him again, why would I need to?  I'm done and it's time.